Miluji \u010derven\u00e9 v\u00edno, sleduji 4. a 5. s\u00e9rii Beverly Hills 90210 a bre\u010d\u00edm u film\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e m\u011b popadne v noci hlad, j\u00edm v posteli, ka\u0161lu na zubn\u00ed hygienu a pak jsem obseta drobky na prost\u011bradle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy j\u00edm od r\u00e1na do ve\u010dera a m\u00edch\u00e1m v\u0161e. Pak se zhrout\u00edm, kdy\u017e chci zhubnout a nejde to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00e1ta mi \u0159ekne, \u017ee jsem p\u0159ibrala a \u017ee jsem babizna. Kdy\u017e se uraz\u00edm a dovol\u00edm si oponovat, dot\u010den\u011b mi \u0159ekne, \u017ee si to nesm\u00edm dovolit, pak se omlouv\u00e1m a na to konto mi \u0159ekne, \u017ee on babizny r\u00e1d, \u017ee se mu l\u00edb\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No dob\u0159e, tak jsem asi l\u00edbiv\u00e1 babizna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00e1no se modl\u00edm a medituji, mluv\u00edm \u010dasto s Bohem, co\u017e se projevuje tak, \u017ee chod\u00edm a mluv\u00edm sama se sebou, gestikuluji rukama, mra\u010d\u00edm se na sebe, vysm\u00edv\u00e1m se i k\u00e1r\u00e1m, nebo se zni\u010dehonic rozchecht\u00e1m a v\u0161ichni se na m\u011b divn\u011b d\u00edvaj\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy si nep\u011bkn\u011b vynad\u00e1m, co jsem to zase provedla. Vysko\u010dil asi tomu \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 Dialogick\u00e9 jedn\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak pracuji a p\u00ed\u0161u a vym\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm. Pak zas pracuji a p\u00ed\u0161u a vym\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A taky si nech\u00e1v\u00e1m ode v\u0161ech p\u0159\u00e1tel i zn\u00e1m\u00fdch radit, \u017ee ur\u010dit\u011b bych m\u011bla ps\u00e1t, pak \u017ee bych nem\u011bla ps\u00e1t, pak \u017ee bych m\u011bla trochu jinak ps\u00e1t, pak \u017ee bych m\u011bla ps\u00e1t v\u00edce odborn\u011b, pak \u017ee mi odbornost nejde, pak \u017ee bych m\u011bla v psan\u00ed projevit svoji hloubku, pak \u017ee hloubka je kli\u0161\u00e9, \u017ee bych m\u011bla rozt\u00e1hnout k\u0159\u00eddla a let\u011bt, ale ne moc vysoko, abych nesho\u0159ela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u017de bych m\u011bla let\u011bt p\u0159esn\u011b tudy a tudy, proto\u017ee to je m\u016fj sm\u011br.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nep\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9 se mnou ani nemluv\u00ed, p\u0159\u00edpadn\u011b mi podr\u00e1\u017eej\u00ed nohy a j\u00e1 pad\u00e1m na kolena, ale v\u011bt\u0161inou se zvednu a obrn\u00edm. Nebo taky ne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ale p\u0159ese v\u0161echno co um\u00edm a neum\u00edm, co mi jde a nejde, s \u010d\u00edm marn\u011b bojuji i nad \u010d\u00edm se mi povede vyhr\u00e1vat, v\u00edm jedin\u00e9, \u017ee chci b\u00fdt dobr\u00fdm \u010dlov\u011bkem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erika Merjav\u00e1<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Miluji \u010derven\u00e9 v\u00edno, sleduji 4. a 5. s\u00e9rii Beverly Hills 90210 a bre\u010d\u00edm u film\u016f. Kdy\u017e m\u011b popadne v noci hlad, j\u00edm v posteli, ka\u0161lu na zubn\u00ed hygienu a pak jsem obseta drobky na prost\u011bradle. N\u011bkdy j\u00edm od r\u00e1na do ve\u010dera a m\u00edch\u00e1m v\u0161e. Pak se zhrout\u00edm, kdy\u017e chci zhubnout a nejde to. T\u00e1ta mi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","podmotor_file_id":"","podmotor_episode_id":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","filesize_raw":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","itunes_episode_number":"","itunes_title":"","itunes_season_number":"","itunes_episode_type":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-690","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"blocksy_meta":{"styles_descriptor":{"styles":{"desktop":"","tablet":"","mobile":""},"google_fonts":[],"version":7}},"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t