Tak jsem se vr\u00e1tila ze siln\u00e9ho dokumentu \u201eJe\u0161t\u011b nejsem, k\u00fdm chci b\u00fdt\u201c o mezin\u00e1rodn\u011b uzn\u00e1van\u00e9 fotografce Libu\u0161i Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e9, kter\u00e1 \u017eila trochu v\u017edy na okraji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mal\u00e9 funkcionalistick\u00e9 kino v Dom\u011b Radost bl\u00edzko V\u0160E Praha, b\u00fdval\u00fd D\u016fm odborov\u00fdch svaz\u016f, v 30. t\u00fdch letech 20. stolet\u00ed budova V\u0161eobecn\u00e9ho penzijn\u00edho \u00fastavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fdchl na m\u011b Berl\u00edn, tak jak jsem ho mohla poznat letos v z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. V\u0161e trochu jinak, ost\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed, prostor pro kladen\u00ed ot\u00e1zek a nabour\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed v\u0161eho, v \u010dem se \u010dlov\u011bk zabydlel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Miluji mal\u00e1 nen\u00e1padn\u00e1 kina. V P\u0159\u00edtomnosti si sednete a lampi\u010dkou p\u0159ivol\u00e1te obsluhu. Pop\u00edj\u00edte drink na m\u011bkk\u00fdch seda\u010dk\u00e1ch nebo k\u0159eslech a d\u00edv\u00e1te se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To je dal\u0161\u00ed v\u011bc. P\u0159\u00edmo dokument.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy je v\u00e1m nevolno, pt\u00e1te se pro\u010d, ty jo. Pak v\u00e1s napadaj\u00ed ot\u00e1zky, kdo vlastn\u011b jste a kdo \u010dlov\u011bk, na kter\u00e9ho se d\u00edv\u00e1te? Co ve v\u00e1s jeho \u017eivot rozechv\u00edv\u00e1?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kde se nach\u00e1z\u00ed pravda o \u010dlov\u011bku a jeho \u017eivot\u011b? \u017diju v pravd\u011b, nebo v\u0161e je jen le\u017e, iluze, a pouze si namlouv\u00e1m, \u017ee je pravdou?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fdt in a cool, takov\u00e9 to p\u011bkn\u00e9 a uhlazen\u00e9, nebo se pravda nach\u00e1z\u00ed na okraji? Je v spo\u0159\u00e1dan\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b, jistot\u00e1ch? Ale co je jistota?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kde se tedy nach\u00e1z\u00ed hranice? Existuj\u00ed n\u011bjak\u00e9? Nev\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jedin\u00e9 co v\u00edm, je pravda v momentu, kde zrovna jsem. Jak\u00fd krok d\u011bl\u00e1m. a touha ud\u011blat ho co nejl\u00edp, jak mohu v danou chv\u00edli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marek Orko V\u00e1cha tomu \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 soust\u0159ed\u011bn\u00ed na moment dal\u0161\u00edho hmatu, skoku, p\u0159i lezen\u00ed na sk\u00e1lu. I kdyby ten hmat byl divn\u00fd, je to tak a nic v\u00edc nen\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stoj\u00edm jen j\u00e1 na \u00fapat\u00ed sk\u00e1ly, kterou chci zdolat, se svou urputnou snahou nebo pot\u0159ebou o dal\u0161\u00ed skok na vrchol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okam\u017eiky let\u00ed, m\u011bn\u00ed se, jak jde \u010das. To, co byla p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed pravda, nen\u00ed u\u017e te\u010f. Jsem jin\u00fd a jinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Proto mo\u017en\u00e1 i n\u00e1zev filmu \u201eJe\u0161t\u011b nejsem, k\u00fdm chci b\u00fdt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Proto\u017ee fotografka z\u0159ejm\u011b po sv\u00fdch zku\u0161enostech v\u00ed, \u017ee te\u010f co si mysl\u00ed a kdo je, u\u017e nebude platn\u00e9 za hodinu, den, t\u00fdden nebo m\u011bs\u00edc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jdeme \u010dasem a m\u011bn\u00edme se. A \u017eivot se skl\u00e1d\u00e1 z mal\u00fdch okam\u017eik\u016f pravdy o n\u00e1s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jedin\u00e9, co jsem schopna \u0159\u00edct po shl\u00e9dnut\u00ed dokumentu je, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b nejsem tou, k\u00fdm chci b\u00fdt, mohu nebo jednou budu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u010cek\u00e1 m\u011b dal\u0161\u00ed hmat a v\u00fdskok. To je v\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erika Merjav\u00e1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tak jsem se vr\u00e1tila ze siln\u00e9ho dokumentu \u201eJe\u0161t\u011b nejsem, k\u00fdm chci b\u00fdt\u201c o mezin\u00e1rodn\u011b uzn\u00e1van\u00e9 fotografce Libu\u0161i Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e9, kter\u00e1 \u017eila trochu v\u017edy na okraji. Mal\u00e9 funkcionalistick\u00e9 kino v Dom\u011b Radost bl\u00edzko V\u0160E Praha, b\u00fdval\u00fd D\u016fm odborov\u00fdch svaz\u016f, v 30. t\u00fdch letech 20. stolet\u00ed budova V\u0161eobecn\u00e9ho penzijn\u00edho \u00fastavu. D\u00fdchl na m\u011b Berl\u00edn, tak jak jsem ho […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","podmotor_file_id":"","podmotor_episode_id":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","filesize_raw":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","itunes_episode_number":"","itunes_title":"","itunes_season_number":"","itunes_episode_type":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-642","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"blocksy_meta":{"styles_descriptor":{"styles":{"desktop":"","tablet":"","mobile":""},"google_fonts":[],"version":7}},"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t